A Looser By Default !

Happiness is a metaphysical form; and its been philosophically associated with a state of completion (where u feel so encircled by happiness that u don’t see anything lacking which impels u to escape the circle to look at it from outside or even be aware of anything beyond or exterior to it)….

CAUSE such awareness amounts for the Logic of SeparationAlienation and Lackness (i.e. the feeling that something’s missing) — Its Contra-Happiness actually…

How do u evetually outgrow happiness? THE HANGOVER EFFECT

Just as there is a conditional logic to happiness, there’s also one tooutgrowing happiness (and its ususally defined as sadness or depression; but really, there is never a logic to negativity that could ever escape the magic of positivity - cause negativity always borrows from such magic by the hope that it could kill it back by logic…

In other words, u cannot even begin to hold a definition of sadness that could possibly escape a relativity to a previous state of happiness… Sadness is thus always expressive of a state of LOSS of something u thought u had GAINED…

Well, I got some news for u: so long as u associate Happiness with GAIN, then u r prone to be sad, cause LOSS & GAIN r like Salt and Sugar, they call for each other….

Ok!! I’ll explain in more details:

When u frame an awareness to a happy phase or state ur going through, u frame the state numerically; and number bring about ADDITION & SUBTRACTION (The mathematics of GAIN & LOSS) —

The first numeric frame is brought about in ur tendency to judge The Whatness of the State; and the most basic and original numeric Judgment u make is: I AM HAPPY!!! & this judgment takes u on a HIGH that later calls for a LOW (and so u create linear dimensions to something that is originally circular…) U create directions to happiness and anything directional is progressive and it always progresses towards completion which ironically means NEVER COMPLETE…

So, VOILA!! u’ve created a future moment in which u will stand and look back at something U LOST (The Logic of PASTHOOD)…

And u’ll see how the logic of PASTHOOD is so much related to depression and sadness…

I mean aren’t u saddened by a Goodbye?!!

Well, its not cause u will not see the person or place or event u say goodbye to in the future, its really because of a deep sense that ur Present is slipping away from u, and so u feel ur loosing something… U try to associate that sense of LOSS to the person, the moment, the feeling etc… BUT GUESS WHAT? It’s NOT…

And so when u freeze the moment numerically and judge “I AM HAPPY…” u call upon additional judgments… ‘I AM HAPPY BECAUSE…’ & then slowly but surely u slip into the “IF THEN” logic (the Logic of LOSS at core level)… ‘IF IT WAS NOT OF THIS OR THAT, THEN I MAY NOT HAVE BEEN HAPPY OR SAD…” (ETC…) Eheheh!!! ‘May Not Have Been…” Just look at how negative this phrase is:

It renders happiness a commodity and then make it a thing of the past already whilst u believe ur still on it.. It’s like the negation of something in the wake of its obvious and immediate presence… DOUBT that is!!! DOUBT DOUBT DOUBT in disguise….

Anyhow? Lets go on… Just keep in mind for now that:

Judgment is an act that defies the core logic of happiness as u shall discover more & more as we go along…

Remember also that when u believe ur happy u r basically happy not because of ur awareness to the state itself (The Judgment I AM HAPPY!!), cause such
awareness is latent and more expressive or descriptive of a reality above and beyond explanation. The awareness is like A CODE, it’s key to
verify the possibility of scripting, but it should not trick or drag u down to the details of the script itself (i.e. it should not activate ur interpretive mind (THE EGO THAT LIKES TO CRUCIFY UR SPIRIT AND NAIL IT DOWN TO THE GROUND) and drag u down into further judgments around the external causal conditions that are supposedly responsible for ur state of happiness…)

U know, this will kinda suck ur reality dry of any spirit and reduce the magic of the present into the logic of THE PAST…

So, if its not about the “whatness of happiness” then what’s it about really? Why ur happy then? Are u just crazy…

I’ll Tell u what I think:

Ur happy cause u assume a winner position in the equation and its called a Witness Position long enough to feel the mathematics of such position; u hold still in it long enough to feel and sense the freedom manifesting in the uninterrupted flow of Vision and Meaning… FREEDOM MAKES ANYONE HAPPY!!! The FLOW MAKES U HAPPY, but ur ignorance to it logically impels u to SEEK MORE HAPPINESS BY INTERRUPTING THE FLOW – WHICH IS LOOSING WHAT U SEE BY WAY OF OWNING IT, OR LOOSING WHAT U HAVE BY WAY OF WANTING MORE OF IT…

Sounds like Gambling doesn’t it? Well its very much similar. Gambling is an inner state of mind — its not a casino thing at all…

The Witness Position represents FREEDOM on a spiritual level. When u feel the witness rank in any equation, u basically become neutral to what’s happening; and tell me now that this doesn’t empower u — It empowers u over events and over ur exterior surroundings and creates the sensation that what’s happening is not foreign to u (its all part of u or somehow, controled by u – or just under control lets say…);

Cause the sense of alienation is highlighted by a sense of LOSS OF CONTROL and aroused usually the moment u try to anchor the innate magic of happiness (which is like a free spirit) into a the wooden cross of the empirical logic of causality; and u try to make sense of it using ur past memory or preconceptions of what happiness is… It’s like trying to bury something alive inside something that is dead….

When u initiate judgments towards what’s happening u do that out of a need for MORE – a need to touch what ur witnessing - to get a grip on the beauty ur beholding – which BASICALLY BOILS DOWN TO THE LOGIC OFCAGING THE FREEDOM – ASSASSINATING THE SPIRIT

… So, basically, u r driven by a the logic of wanting more and MORE IS LESS in the dictionary of TRUE HAPPINESS.

When u try to identify the whatness of happiness (what makes u happy) u stop enjoying the livelihood of the scene itself and start instead wanting to taking dead snap shots of it.

SO u get behind the camera lens (THE ONE-EYED EGO SIGHTEDNESS); and u thus, no longer using ur eyes to witness but rather to frame a scene… Frames naturally interrupt the flow of vision, cause they always highlight their presence on the expense of the image within…

Your judjments highlight a sense of separation between u as a Witness and What’s happening — a sense that drags u down eventually from theconscious witness rank to the unconscious behavioral actor (and judgments impel u to act)… When u judge, u stop being a neutral witness and u
start getting involved more and more in the script… Being involved in the script translates loss of control over CODING (forgetfullness of the CODE POWER that makes scripting possible to begin with)…

The more unframable is THE WHATNESS OF HAPPINESS, the more internal and undefiinable are the conditional causes (the more happiness is unmeasurable), cause the minute u try to measure happiness, u confine its magic into a dead mold u call logic..

How exactly do u grow out of happiness and why do u feel a hangover afterword?

Interpretation,

THE GOD DAMN INTERPRETIVE MIND which is referred to as THE EGO… This mind of urs that u use to interpret signs, dreams, visions…

U see a beautiful dream at night, and in the morning u wanna freeze it, analyze it, make an ugly illustration of it using that mind of urs — u do that by way of reinforcing ur ownership or relativity to what u saw. (it gives u importance)..

U stay the whole day in a bad mood afterwords not knowing why… Well, cause either way when u interpret ur a looser…

When u interpret a beautiful dream, u start expecting something beautiful to happen to u, and then u get disappointed afterwords…

When u interpret a bad dream, u start waiting for something bad to happen to u and ur day is screwed… When will u learn how to just witness and let go of that need to freeze, grab, hold, frame…

JUST LET GO, remember, u don’t OWN THE DREAM, u witness it… WHEN U RENDER URSELF AN OWNER, U HOLD A RESPONSIBILITY THAT SOMETIMES COULD BREAK U IN THE END…

U become the victim of a  script that ur INTERPTRTIVE MIND FRAMES U WITHIN and u relate the script to u, it becomes the cage to ur spirit, and then u call upon events to unfold within a confining external logic — EVENTS that are more like EVE-ENDS to ur soul….

Ur interpretive Mind tricks u into thinking that MORE IS BETTER… But what’s more than Witnessing is basically being blind…
Ur interpretive mind tricks u into falling from an EYE into a HAND…

From a Witness into an Actor…

MORE IS LESS IN THE DICTIONARY OF HAPPINESS REMEMBER THAT… U CANNOT WITNESS MORE… ITS NOT ABOUT MUSCLE POWER… U CAN ONLY WITNESS — WHEN U GO FOR MORE, U FALL FOR LESS (u interrupt the flow and ur Ego stands in between u and the scene like a veil of ignorance — like static and noise) — This is the genesis of Adam’s Fall right there simplified for u…

Adam wanted more of GOD, so he got less…HE FELL FROM THE HEAVEN OF BEING A WITNESS OF SALVATION INTO THE HELL OF BECOMING AN ACTOR (A SAVIOR)…

And so he has to learn in slow motion now what he had known already in Speed Motion…

When u look for more, u stop looking and stretch out of urself — out of that witness in u…
U feel HAPPY, and ur interpretive mind just won’t leave u the hell alone.

It starts working like nuts to get u involved and tied up to a context – nailed down to that cross…

It starts to associate this happiness with certain preconceptions superimposing the past upon the present … i.e.,

So whats really the cause of ur happiness?

The place ur at? To the Witness, Its a thing of the past already…
The Sounds ur hearing? To the Witness, Its a thing of the past already
The People around u? To the Witness, its a thing of the past already
What about to happen next? To the Wtiness, its a thing of the past already

U ARE A THING OF THE PAST ALREADY WHEN U STOP WITNESSING & U START THINKING AND INTERPRETING….

This is the reason that u eventually exit the phase of Happiness. Happiness is a thing of THE PRESENT (A PRESENT FROM GOD TO U) & u fall behind it - u fall into the past in search for the present thinking ur advancing into its future. How can this be? ABSURDITY— LOOKING FORWARD, IMPELLS U TO LOOK BACK – SO STAY STAY STAY…

AND REMEMBER ALWAYS: U CANNOT OWN HAPPINESS, U CAN ONLY WITNESS IT – WHEN U JUDGE, U TRY TO REINFORCE UR EGO’S PRESENCE, UR OWNERSHIP RANK INSIDE THE EQUATION, AND SO U CREATE A REASON TO LOOSE, CAUSE OWNERSHIP & LOSS ARE TWO SIDES OF THE SAME COIN, THEY CATER TO EACHOTHER’s LOGIC & LIKE A CASINO U WIN ON THAT SLOT MACHINE ONLY TO LATER LOOSE ON THAT ROULETTE…

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