What May Become of You ! Tell Me Now, What Are You Gonna Do?!!

It all started with The Fixed Eyed and The Negated Eyed… The Definite and The Possible…Among Which Existence is Divided; and This Division is to create company, and with company The Whatness could change; otherwise, identities will all melt, and to their division there is a wisdom – Gnosis is made possible… (The Forbidden Fifthscience)

I can go about for pages explaining the intricate metaphysical logic underlying those few phrases excerpted fromFifthscience; but my intent here is to simplify as much as I can.

The Ancient Polarity Between The Self & The Ego, between I Stay  &  Eye – Go (EGO):

Before I start: Ever wondered why I pronounces the same as Eye?!!!

You can think of The Fixed Eyed as the unified I of Selfhood piercing through your boundless conceptual self and outwards, and u can think ofThe Negated Eyed as the Eye of Ego (Eye-GO) — an imaginary Eye that is looking back at your numeric perceptual self in space & time.

There is intricate mathematics involved in the mechanism of looking that encompasses The Mind, The Soul, The Word, The Will & The Action (The Five Gnostic Spiritual Bounds);

however, for the sake of simplification here, I shall reveal solely the part of the mechanism concerned with the I and the Ego, and u are welcome to refer back to The Gnostic Order of Holy Trinities to gain a more zoom in view of the mathematics of this mechanism…

You can also think of the conceptual light emanated by the I of Selfhood as The Definite, and the perceptual image reflected back from the Eye of Ego as The Possible.

Why The Possible?

Because, the images reflected back from the Eye of Ego are like camera shots in a way…

To comprehend this concept, it’s important to understand that:

The Ego acts like a Motion Picture Recording Device. It numerically frames impressions of your perceptual self in space and time — You know that the Logic of Motion Picture is based on a Number of Frames per Second made visible by an interactive mechanism between Film and Light, and once played on a player device at a certain speed, it simulates real-life, creating the illusion of motion, usually the average speed is around 24 frames /second…

The Ego utilizes The Conceptual Light emanated from the I of Selfhood(The Sun of Forms) to photograph or rather record impressions of The Perceptual Self (The Physical Self) — it’s numeric presence & motion in space and time…

However, those impressions (put together) can never truly express The Reality of the “I”, because they represent latent descriptions to the real action which originates on a cognitive level. It’s like someone describing an accident after it happens. The description will never give a real image of what the accident was like…

For, The Ego which records the physical expressions in space and time, is blind to the I that those expressions are describing. Those expressions illusively appear as though they have a progressive life of their own (i.e. progressing towards revealing a future meaning through the frames), when in truth, they are already dead framed images of an alive meaning that preceded them cognitively.

For example, a metallic object lying down on the road in noon time, may shine during the daylight as sunlight hits its surface, but it remains itself inherently lacking to the nature of light itself…

It’s shiny appearance is a pseudo reality created by the nature of light more than by the nature of it’s surface; for, the light is not actually emanating from it, but only being described by it’s surface (reflected)…

Similarly, the steps of a man running may appear progressing in space and time towards a meaningful future, when in truth they are but latent descriptions of what the concept of Running already is, Running is The Causal Core around which those steps revolve in a circular mode, when the deceptively they appear to reflect a linear causal logic i.e. Step 1 causing Step 2 causing Step 3 all progressing towards a future event or meaning yet in the making…

In reality they are regressing towards The Past that running is…

Anyways, lets go back to the Ego concept:

The Ego frames the Conceptual Impressions of Forms (concepts) emanated from The Light of the I into numeric perceptual instances that never really can be dynamically descriptive of those concepts, much less descriptive of the I emanating them; those numeric instances represent a Possibility of a description that is forever short of amounting to anything Definite

Those images, once recorded and juxtaposed numerically, like playing a film thread, they project the illusion of time: past, present, future…

Its like when u try to see the face of a person in stages… You see in frame mode: F1: the Eyes – then an imaginary 0 interval – F2: the nose – then an imaginary 0 interval – F3: the mouth – then an imaginary 0 interval…

According to this mode of vision, The Eyes represent a past according to The nose; and The Mouth represent a future according to The Nose… But in reality, all those frames are only dead numeric instances descriptive of ONE Face all happening in ONE NOW… They represent a possible scenario of The Definite that is THE FACE

In other words, The Authentic Possible, is not subject to space & time. For, such Possible is not in reference to a possibility that could happen in the future, if and if so and so conditions are met;

it’s rather intended to imply in Fifthscience The Descriptive Whatnessof a CORE that is like The Sun, forever shining in an ongoing flux ofNow; and thus The True Possible (Referred to in Fifthscience as the ancient or precedent possible) accompanies This NOW like its shadow, only pretending to progress away from it, in the same way as your shadow sometimes appears to be walking away from you on its own…

The Possible is referred to in Fifthscience as The Possible due to an essential latency and not due to a time-measured one… In other words, it’s referred to as a Possible not because it’s not happening now, but due to it’s failure to translate The Definite‘s Happening, in the same way as The Shadow forever fails to translate The Real Object itself…

Confusing?!! I know, and Am sorry!!! Will try to elucidate more as we progress along….

The I of Selfhood projects a form of Unity that is like sunlight (boundless), and the Eye of Ego (on the other hand) reflects back aNumeric Version of This Unity that is reflected by your physical self in space & time and all objects and people and motions around u.

Thus, the Eye of Ego is basically like an ongoing recording device activated or built on a possibility that the mind contrives, (The Numeric Possibility –The Zero Possibility that amounts for an imaginary Interval that translates the possibility of Unity becoming duality), and duality (at it’s best) is nothing but a possible translation of Unity, driven by the mind’s desire to frame The Otherinto being; and this tendency (in turn) is embedded in the Logic of Creation itself, when GOD wished to be known by an Other and so, he created the realm of The Knower & The Object of Knowledge (The Duality of Gnosis)…

The outcome is the fact that the Mind contrives a divisible form of unity called The Numeric 1…

I know that I’ve introduced new and maybe confusing concepts to the argument in this last upper paragraph… No worries!!… This’ll all lead to something more clear (I Promise)!!

The Numeric Frame Reel that is the product of the Ego Activity creates an illusion of a timely external causality…

In other words, and going back to the Face example: Although The Eyes,The Nose & The Mouth are not causally interconnected, since they all are happening at once to describe The Now that is The Face,

once they are juxtaposed in the mind numerically, they produce the illusion of causality, as though Frame 1 (The Eyes) causes Frame 2 (The Nose) to happen and Frame 2 causes Frame 3 (The Mouth) to happen, and so on and so forth….

In other words, the illusion of time creates the illusion of a mechanical external causality (The Revelation of a Future instance caused a Past one); and this mechanical causality is latent to the authentic causality; and it is used by the EGO as a tool of destruction to The Soul…

The only Authentic Cause in existence is the I of Selfhood (The Definite), and the only logic of causality existent is the fact that this I causes everything to describe it in a dual polar fashion based on a Knower and Object of Knowledge model, and The Timely Causal Description is but a deceptive possibility relative to its reality…

Another Notion to ponder over:

Why do you think you are created in such a way where u can never ever step outside your face to see your own face?!! Isn’t it ironic that you can see the faces of all humans on earth using your eyes, but in order to see your own face, you have to use theirs?!!!

Ok let’s face reality:  you can never ever step out of your self really to see your own physical presence in space & time from a parallel dimension?

So, The Eye of the Ego, in order to record instances of your physical presence in space & time, heavily relies upon The Many Eyes that constitute Your Conception of The Other… This Eye, thus has an inbuilt tendency to depart the Self. i.e. never to reside within the Selfhood; and this is why it’s referred to in Fifthscience as The Negated Eyed - because it resides in an imaginary place (The Possible) that is by the very nature of The Definite is negated…

EGO = EYE GO = I GO

In order to be what it is (to be activated into presence), The Egorelies on The Numeric Possibility (The Contrived Zero) to divide The Selfhood into Two (i.e. to create The Other), and then, it attempts to segment this OTHER into countless many Others in order to prolong and secure its possibility.

To put it in simpler terms, the EGO formulates its pseudo version of your reality by creating The First Other – Your Physical I that cannot be verified or seen save by many other Physical Eyes looking back at you…

The Ego mirrors your imagination of how others perceive your physical selfhood and presence in space and time. It’s completely blind to the precedent I of Selfhood that the Numeric Possibility was born to describe in the first place…

The EGO simply blindly uses this possibility to its own advantage,  to creates its own different dream-like reality…
Now: according to the Logic of the I of Selfhood, its intuitively obvious that The Other is only A Possibility (beginning from the physical presence that u identify as yourself in space and time and extending to involve all people and objects…),  and thus, The Other (which enactivate the possibility of duality) is but a possible translation of Unity (even one can say Unity in Disguise)… And accordingly,

the Multiplicity Activated by the Possibility of Duality is (in turn) a possible translation of Duality that all in the end amount for The Illusive Other That is projected by the mind as a Numeric Translation of The Eternal Self – all in order to make knowledge of this Self possible to begin with (i.e. Duality is the Law of Gnosis of Unity)..

 
So, in a way, this I of Selfhood represents a reality that is so neutral to any possible translation of it that it effortlessly negates all the multiplicity of selfhoods that amount for The Illusive Other. Just like the sun shines effortlessly, this “I” effortlessly  defragments multiplicity and neutralizes any polarity born from duality, pushing vision in a backwards mode into integrating forms and melting identities , until u end up seeing all those numerous selves exterior to yours as “One Illusury Self” The Other.

Thus, this power projected by the boundless “I” of Selfhood by its mere existence negates the power the of The Numeric Possibility as though pushing things backwards into a state of melting into The Core (The Eternal Unity)…

However, this power is resisted by The EGO by way of a protective measure, to preserve one’s identity from melting into oblivion… So, here can u begin to see the significance of The Blind EGO (The Devil that Serves in the Mind’s Kingdom Unknowingly)? — The Poison in the Medicine Equation — The Implosion Effect –

The Ego does just the opposite to the I of Selfhood: It attempts to disintegrate Forms, isolate them numerically to create the illusion of time, space and physicality, and most importantly multiplicity in an effort to preserve its reality however pseudo it is; and like the zero that is forever blind to The One, in doing so, it indirectly and unknowingly preserve identities from melting back into a state of unity that resembles the I of Selfhood, prior to the initiation ofPossibility of Creation (Gnosis Possibility)… — The Explosion Effect –

In doing so, the Ego sustains the significance of The Numeric Frame by nourishing and enhancing its mathematics (keep the recording device moving).

The downside dangerous side of the EGO has not been presented so far… What the EGO does so far is activate a polarity that is necessary for knowledge. However, deception starts (not when the EGO records the reel), but as it translates its own recording…

The EGO uses those recorded numeric instances of the perceptual self to
encourage judgments about reality wholly based on the numeric significance of the physical self. i.e. it uses Past Instances to judgeThe Future… It renders you as a helpless tiny numeric object in a universe full of huge objects that can crush and swoosh you… So, it fools u to associate selfhood by your physical presence, being totally blind to the I of Selfhood

How does the Deceptive Logic of the Ego operate:

The Ego is built up on the possibility of addition (i.e. adding frames of instances to create a real-life like experience or dimension).

As I said, it operates like an ongoing recording device that frames your physical presence and even more, it judges this physical presence using the Eyes of People around you.

Somehow, The Ego travels (Eye-Go) into the others’ vision and defines you from their eyes…

I’m simplifying the mechanism here, cause to be more intricate is beyond the scope of one forum discussion…

The more you engage in the Ego behavior, the more you cause yourself to multiply and make the tormented multiplicity of your selfhood a reality; and thus, the more you loose touch with the unity representative of the Authentic I of Selfhood, i.e. loose control over your destiny; because, at any critical point, you indirectly and behaviorally
allow This Illusive Other to judge you through you; and those judgments are cruel because they’re based on your perceptual self that is forever blind and latent to the real self. It’s like judging the act without taking any weight of importance to the intention behind it;

and so, you can think of the Ego  like a CIA that rcords an explicit tape of you at one point in time and could use it against you at any point to frame you in an image that is out of the context of the spirit of the moment in which those actions originates to translate; because those impressions are to begin with, dead image frame — lifeless perceptual instances descriptive of a more lively inner and deep conceptual self…

The Danger of the Ego:

In one moment the Ego can contrive a context based on numeric recordings of instances of your own physical self in space and time to frame you… It’s like when u suddenly look back at what u’ve done and see yourself within the light of guilt or responsibility, when things simply at the time of action felt right to you and were simple (not as complicated as they seem to u now that u go back and play the tape!!!!)

The Ego thus maliciously uses the footage to frame u within a context that is foreign to your original self, and to some, the alienation that results from such process can be so sever that it could border on the suicidal…

Things that you thought you’ve always done for a good purpose in life can be replayed by the Ego’s perspective (in an instance) to proove just the opposite (to show that you are guilty of a context that you were not aware of)..

You know, it’s like when a spy uses an image of you greeting an old friend in the park that you met by accident to prove to your wife that you are cheating on her…

Yep, this is The Ego Intelligence…

It can harness any impression of a physical postion or motion of you in space and time to place you in the wrong in an attempt to assassinate your soul; it does so driven by its instinctive sense of deficiency of a truth that managed to skip it… It’s like a shadow forever chasing after the real object… Funny isn’t it?

And the only way out really is by returning to the neutrality of the Witness Position — The Nonjudgmental Self of you, that is neutral to the perceptual translation, The Definite that is neutral to any Possible Translation of it, since this translation is forever as latent to it as the Shadow is to the Real Object….

The Significance of The Hermetic Axium: “Oh Thy Soul Prepare to Face thy Father unshaken…”:

As you reconnect with the I of Selfhood ,  The Power of The Ego is automatically negated, and thus, multiplicity of forms start dissolving within a more unified concept of otherness, until at some point all OTHERS in the world are reduced into ONE EXTERIOR EYE looking at You, and u must be at that point able to Look without traveling into that Eye (to be Eye-Go free — EGO Free); cause it can transform you into anything you judge yourself to be — anything you see through its vision will become you… You see GOD u become GOD, you become aware that your GOD, you fall….

When a couple of righteous men were once escaping a group of tyrants, one man looked back and said “They’re behind us..”, the other man responded “By Looking Back You just made them real… You brought them behind us…”

The more the Power of The Ego is negated, the more you awaken to your selfhood inside The Dream, and thus, the dream starts speaking back to you in one voice as though in an attempt to engage you… The process is like a spirit departing a body, the body suddenly realizes its uselessness without it, and so it gathers itself and starts clinging on to it more to preserve its significance…

How does this translate: You think of an idea, you turn on the TV and you see it… You feel the TV is speaking to you and so this distract you away from your idea or self…  You conceive a change, and huge disaster occurs that engages you in its details to the point where you forget that you conceived the context it emerged to describe…

The Dream that you call reality starts revealing to you more and more its reliance and dependency on you to exist, the exterior logic of causality falls, and you start realizing that you are the cause of everything happening in the exterior… The world to you becomes like a helpless gambler in a casino forced to use its final cards and then reveal all its hidden cards in the end…

The Mathematics of Qiama (Awakening):

When you wake up inside a dream (as shown in the movie inception), the dream events become more pronounced, loud and hostile; events start speeding up, buildings exploding, people looking like they’re frozen in time, only existent (moving, walking and talking) to speak to you and not just operating on an random prgressive life of their own.. You start seeing the mathematics of The Now in zoom out mode…
You start seeing the unified logic of The Happening and no longer get lost anymore by its deceptive mechanical multiplicity.
You are now the Cause of everything u r witnessing, and all this is urging you helplessly to act, to travel outside yourself; and the more you get hold of yourself (Unshaken) the more it all reveals itself more to you… Nothing outside of you is causing another thing to happen…

There is only YOU Being and an OTHER that is trying to Survive by Becoming YOU…

TELL ME NOW: WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO?!!!

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