Wrestle With Your Darkness !

Afraid of darkness? THEN AFRAID OF LIGHT 

Afraid of Wrong? THEN AFRAID OF RIGHT

You define what’s darkness when u become the Light
You define what’s wrong when u become the Right

Have u not realized yet that it’s always been about U, never been about Darkness nor about Light, never been about wrong nor about right (& behold the significance of El-Hakim’s actions for that matter)… SAY NO MORE!!!

Look in the mirror at a moment of truth not threatened by The Final Hour!!! For, I swear not by the Day of Judgment, nor by the Logic of Salvation!!!

Can u see the Angel stirring at u through the eyes of the Beast? Can u hear the sound of an angel calling your name from behind the voice of that beast?

How do u think u can silence the Beast? By wrestling his voice within? Resistance is his currency and u will never beat him at it!!!

Am afraid u can only silence the beast by loving the beast… Can U Love the Beast?!!!

Can u love the beast within you?!!! Can u allow love to rule every beastly equation?

I ask, because u blab and blab about LOVE night and day, yet TRUE LOVE is really your inner most deep fear; otherwise, tell me why Love is the most misunderstood feeling in the history of human emotions…

What is TRUE LOVE and so I ask?

I SAY TRUE LOVE IS THE POWER TO SILENCE THE BEAST ON THE SPOT & THAT REQUIRES THAT U HOLD NOT ANY PRECONCEIVED IMAGE OF WHAT’S BEASTLY CAUSE THAT IMAGE IS DEAD AND U WILL DIE IT’S DEATH…

The only way to Silence the Beast is to allow the Angel in u to momentarily define what’s right and not the other way around. Its to never hold an image of sin even whilst a world stirs at u as the ultimate sinner; and this is the Path of Playing with Fire to some; it’s the path of magic to others… Magic being explained by logic and not the other way around, cause u may spend a lifetime of logic chasing after magic, and when the moment of magic unveils itself, u r too dead logical to recognize it…

It is the path of walking on water without the thought of tripping ever crossing ur mind… Can u walk that path? Can we? Can I? I Try!!! I Falter!!! I Fall and get back up!! MOMENTUM IS THE KEY… Can I gain enough momentum to engine the path until I loose track of time and direction…

I ask cause along this path I see moments branded by a world of eyes stirring at me as a sinner (trying to frame me in the wrong), moments that can strike me with doubt of the kind that Arjuna experienced when he questioned the wisdom of killing his own tutors in the battle of Fate…

Well, yes, Love at some point can be as red and smooth as blood is. The question has never been about whether Arjuna would love his enemies enough not to kill them, its about whether Arjuna would love himself enough even as a killer…
So, how many murderers do u think in history wake up from their crimes loving themselves?!!! How many sinners wakeup from their sins embracing their deeds?

Why?

Not because of the Act of Killing itself, nor because of the Gravity of Sin..

JUST because they’ve allowed Darkness to define what’s Light for them, and so when the true light shines, they’re blinded…. They allowed Wrong to rule what’s right for them, and so when the true right rules they’re caged…

So they cast themselves outside the true Light as they perform the darkly defined darkness, and they cast themselves outside the true Right as the perform the wrongly defined wrongness… As sinfully simple as this may sound, it is the ultimate justifiable logic of Repentance from the Original Sin…

It’s never been about the action or what u do, always been about who u r & how u define what u do in the moment! Will u embrace urself or repel it?!!…

In the darkness of a Foreign Universe at a night of fate, Standing by a deep filthy water pool I once saw myself, wanting to remain forever pure; I imagined living an eternity defined by such stagnant purity and so I understood how the water of the pool got filthy to begin with… And so, I plunged into the filthy waters, deep down into the bottom of my fears of filth, and when I surrendered resistance I floated back up; I realized then that I would rather die once and for all in the filth of a reality I create myself than live forever in the purity of a reality someone else has created for me and i have no way ever to test its purity – only to imagine such purity forever and ever and ever….

Yes, between living the life of a beast forever helplessly trying to become an angel (The Frail Mathematics of Religion and Morality),
I’d rather die an angel trying to become a filthy beast instead… For then and only then I can reclaim myself Adam (The Fallen)…

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